January 2012
9 posts
Lost in the forest, there is a light glittering in the distance as you look up....
– Dee
14 tags
Let your imagination rise to newer hights, not letting anyone drown it in the...
– Dee
December 2011
4 posts
Just a reminder!
All my Japanese related stuff will be on deejournal.tumblr.com
<3 Dee
I miss everybody in San Diego!
Speech contest done!
Yay done! I did it! Posting pictures on deejournal.tumblr.com
Japanese Speeh contest!
Today is the speech contest!
September 2011
1 post
Two more days..
Until school starts in Japan! So excited and nervous!
August 2011
3 posts
Alive
I am still alive breathing each day watching the sunrise and set. A new chapter of my life has yet again started! Having changed my major to psychology and Japanese makes me happy and anxious! I still see myself being a therapist but it seems so far away! In the fall i will be starting my blog again about my journey in japan for a year studying abroad. Deejournal.tumblr.com
May 2011
20 posts
Summer
Is here! Woot time to have fun!
Concentration
Not here!
FE....manners, politeness, and social standards
FE is so fake most of the time that to me it’s not even worth to do even if you do it with a fake smile. I can see the fake FE trying to make things run “smoothly in a civil manner” but It goes against my moral code. It’s not authentic or being true to myself. My mom (assuming ISTJ) gave me a list of Manners I should “follow” because it was useful. I know...
Finals!
Time to hammer it out as my bf says! One more week and then freedom! Can’t wait until summer! =)
Don’t get lazy when it is finals! Go go go!
samieru asked: What is it like to be you?
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
ISTJ Mothers
Although you are my role model and i love you a lot doesn’t mean you can just get away with your strict rules. It is a double standard. Having high expectations of me won’t help me in the long run if you don’t give any praise. You expect me to be happy without being praised or anything is expectig too much if you don’t even care to listen and understand forcing me to do...
Parents..
Are both ISTJs almost positive…omg…their strict traditional moral code makes it really hard to stay home for too long.
ISTJs as parents
ISTJs are faithful and devoted parents who can be counted on to put forth their very best efforts towards raising their children in positive, comfortable, secure homes, and to promote their growth in such a way that they will become secure adults...
You can’t live in a home where S rules. It is like a bird living in a cage with no air. SSSSufocating
Double majoring
I can never do what i want my mom always shoots down anything i suggest because she knows what is best for me. Getting through to her is not going to be an easy task! Not in the least! I need to show her ican do it! I really think she doesn’t believe i can do it especially if i graduate
There is not only one way to get somewhere. There is not just one option to...
– Lol me i just made it up.
Before Japan..
What i need to do or achieve:
Pass finance 240 and accounting 202
Register classes for summer school
Start studying Japanese really hard in preparation for study abroad
Start booking my ticket soon for Japan
Be confident in myself and not self doubt so much
Think about tutoring English in Japan
Aim high as always!
MIND
How does the mind work? Frankly I don’t know so why don’t we find out this summer in summer school?
Double majoring in psychology and japanese! =) (finally deciding takes a load off my back!)
Just when you think you cleared up a misunderstanding the next one always come up! Oh the challanges of life! I LOVE it!
April 2011
6 posts
Options..Yes..problems..Yes...Okay with it..Yes
I’m at a stage of never ending major change it seems and I’m not sure if Psychology will be my last change. Hopefully it will be, because I’m quite tired of being unsure. Finding closure has been and is a problem when it comes to school. Because of this, it’s hard to be motivated in doing well in college which also brings down my self confidence. I have too high of...
Major i am satisfied with
Currently i am an international business major and i don’t like any of the business classes. I am thinking to myself why did i make a hasty decision to change it back to something related to business again. I started college with declaring a buisness administration degree but soon tranfered to different majors. Well maybe if i take a language and business i can handle boring and dull...
Inside Joke! xD
"When I find myself in time of trouble"
"Deirdre Li has to hate on me"
"speaking words of hatred"
"Deirdre Li"
"Deirdre Li x4"
"whisper words of hatred Deirdre Li"
"Deirdre Li x4"
"Why do you hate on me"
"Oh Deirdre Li"
"Speaking words of hatred"
"Deirdre Li"
"And in my hour of darkness,"
"She is slashing harsh words right into me"
"Deirdre has to hate on me"
"Speaking words of Hatred Deirdre Li"
"Deirdre Li x4"
TO be continued...
Passion
Why is it so hard for me to find one thing i am passionate in? I just love to learn about anything and everything. It is like having my limbs being pulled in many pieces in thousands differebt directions telling me “I want to do this or I want to do that”. I call it the “polyclysm” where many interests start clashing and you end up so confused bringing you back to square...
March 2011
2 posts
What would you have done if a friend betrayed you? Walk away or give tgem a...
February 2011
2 posts
why is is so hard to be proud of yourself?
“don’t be afraid or embarassed to express your happiness”
September 2010
1 post
Lazy
Sooo lazy can’t get myself to clean my room at all ~_~
August 2010
3 posts
School
Tomorrow is the first day of classes egh… I am looking forward to it but I am not at the same time. Still haven’t finished cleaning out junk in my room. Meh D:
Scott pilgrim
“I want to pee..on her” OMG haha xD hilarious movie!